Zinnia

Zinnia

"I know everything, I know nothing"

When my "big" book was finished, I honestly thought .... What now, is my work now finished, what to do besides my practice and my much-loved ballet classes.
Never suspected that new remedies were coming again.
For years, I have been captivated by the flower Zinnia. The flower intrigued me.
Why I didn't know.

And for many years I have been buying Zinnia from the company Oogst Oost in Aalsmeer where they sell only organic vegetables and flowers and so also Zinnia. For a long time I bought the Zinnia and always had them in the house.
One day a friendship of almost 30 years had to end.
Content not important but what happened felt like a betrayal to me. And anyone who has read my "big" book knows what I wrote on the first page. Unfairness, injustice, betrayal or whatever you want to call it triggers a fierce emotion in me. Namely Queen of the Coasts (heart meridian).

Two days after this happened, 22 October I wake up, look in the mirror and am shocked. The right side of my face was completely paralysed. Turns out to be Bells paresis. (Doctor's diagnosis)
On 25 October 2024, I MUST make Zinnia's remedy.
It was the last beautiful day of the year and was allowed by those lovely people from East Harvest to pick the flowers of the Zinnia to make a remedy.
After seven days of making a mix of remedies for myself, the facial paralysis, and believe me it was very bad, had disappeared.
Then, two weeks later, I get an email from a friend who is in the same friend group saying "I have decided that I am not going to wait until you find that I have said or done something wrong and the friendship ends for me". She thanks me for all the years of friendship, of everything she learned from me, of everything I gave her.
This without ever having heard my side of the story.
And finally, another wonderful friend, who sadly passed away several years ago, has two children with whom I always had a good relationship. This relationship too has broken down. I no longer exist. Without words, without questions.
And I think the first one, who tells a story, is often believed at first, there was no rebuttal, me told nothing.
It is as it is.

The road to a cure is sometimes harder than I thought.
Zinnia gives vitality, lasting affection, joy, lightness, fullness, goodness, loyalty and friendship, among others.
And the joy of connecting with the inner child.
How grateful I am to have been able to make this remedy again. It goes straight to the heart.
And as it turns out, true friendship lasts forever.
And how wondrous since then, "old" friendships where the lines have always remained are coming my way again.

This is the world story, this is what we all have to deal with. The year 2025 is going to be very intense and Zinnia will show us the way.
She represents the opening of our hearts and will bring real connections.
She is a bridge builder.

I know everything, I know nothing.

Love,

Madeleine